37 Days to Zen, 30 and a Wake-Up

1 February 201729 January 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

T minus 1 and a wake-up. I am only hoping I continue waking up, as my left arm is still numb and has now started to creep up into my neck. I wish this were a made up scenario for this series, but it's not. I am very apprehensive now. I have Googled the symptoms … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen, 30 and a Wake-Up

37 Days to Zen – Introduction

25 January 201719 January 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

Over the past eight years, I have been on again off again with so many things that should have been "life changing." Diets (I lost 100 pounds on one over a nine-month period), yet can't seem to stay on one for any serious amount of time. Meditation (I have tried countless videos from awakening my … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen – Introduction

Hi! My name is (what?) My name is (who?) My name is Fucking Stupid.

30 July 20167 August 2016 ~ Chop ~ Leave a comment

I am a bastard so I currently carry my family name, unfortunately all of the decent people who held my name are dead and almost everyone else are a bunch of cunts.