37 Days to Zen – Day 13 ChangeDay 6

7 February 20175 February 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

No sweets again today, which is starting to eat at me. I want a Little Debbie so dang bad...

37 Days to Zen, 2 Days Until I Slit my Throat – Day 3

28 January 201725 January 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

My mood swings are the same, as they should be since my diet hasn't changed, going from happy while eating to borderline suicidal hours after consumption. And if you think I am joking about the depression, you haven't spent the last few years with me. It's real, and I am now beginning to believe it's mostly food related.

37 Days to Either a Heartattack or Zen – Day 2

27 January 201725 January 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

So, with day 2 in the books, I felt good for a total of an hour and a half, the total time it took me to consume my meals. The rest of the day I remained as sluggish as always, irritable, and an uneasy feeling now growing in the pit of my stomach.

37 Days to Zen – Day 1

26 January 201721 January 2017 ~ cemanning4 ~ Leave a comment

T-minus 7 days until my body begins to go into complete and total shock. I have grown tired of feeling tired, aching, stressed, and feeling completely useless in the universe. Day one consisted of the regular day to day operations of being a complete failure on a planetary scale.