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37 Days to Zen – Day 13 ChangeDay 6

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No sweets again today, which is starting to eat at me. I want a Little Debbie so dang bad...

37 Days to Zen – Day 12 Change Day 5

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Less than a week in and I do feel a little better at least. I have woken up the past few days, and although the bed was still comfortable, I didn't hate getting out of bed and into the shower. Once out of the shower, I didn't necessarily want to get back in bed. It's … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen – Day 12 Change Day 5

37 Days to Zen – Day 11 Change Day 4

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Side note, my sleeping seems to be getting a bit better. I didn't take a sleeping pill the past two nights, and fell asleep and slept through the night. That hasn't happened for a very long time.

37 Days to Zen- Day 10 Change Day 3

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Lunch was another chicken; I am beginning to wonder if I will be tried for genocidal crimes against chickens one day. Still no full flavored soda product, as I took down another sugar-free Monster.

37 Days to Zen – Day 9 Change Day 2

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I supplemented my breakfast with beef jerky to tide me over until lunch, where I murdered yet another defenseless chicken, this time dipped in lemon heaven.

37 Days to Zen – Day 8, Change Day 1

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Coke Zero is now the drink of choice until I can wean myself off completely, as Diet Coke tastes like a homeless man's crotch in early August.

37 Days to Zen, 30 and a Wake-Up

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T minus 1 and a wake-up. I am only hoping I continue waking up, as my left arm is still numb and has now started to creep up into my neck. I wish this were a made up scenario for this series, but it's not. I am very apprehensive now. I have Googled the symptoms … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen, 30 and a Wake-Up

37 Days to Zen, 2 Days until Jesus Comes Back

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T-minus 2 days and I don't know if it's the standard daily depression or being depressed for knowing I will not be able to call away for a pizza in three days. Either way, it sucks. Breakfast - normal daily operating procedures with the Swiss Cake Rolls and Monster. White labeled sugar-free is the preferred … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen, 2 Days until Jesus Comes Back

37 Days to Zen – Maybe I Could Get the Cliffnotes

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T-minus 3 days until I begin hating myself for bettering myself, much different than hating myself for destroying myself today. Waking up this morning was the same as the past several years, I didn't want to get out of bed even though I couldn't sleep anymore. My back hurts so bad at night that I … Continue reading 37 Days to Zen – Maybe I Could Get the Cliffnotes

37 Days to an Asylum – Which Might be Zen

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T-minus 4 days. Four days until I wave a tearful goodbye to Taco Bell for a while. Wendy's Baconator. McDonald's McMuffins. Hell, I am choking up a little as I type this out. Well, the choking might be Swiss Cake Roll induced, as four of those little brown devils is what I had for breakfast. … Continue reading 37 Days to an Asylum – Which Might be Zen